Terkenang kisah lalu

Bila dikenang kembali zaman belajar medical..Allahu memang nak menangis lalu..tiada yang mampu memahami melainkan yang melalui..
Exam kami banyak sangat..bukan macam course lain..setiap berapa minggu ade test..sampai kak ipar kata..setiap kali jumpa ima mesti dah nak exam..
Setiap kali keluar dewan..mesti ada perasaan 'apa la aku jawab tadi'..ya Allah..mana tak nya..pilihan jawapan semua betul..tinggal pilih mana yang paling tepat..keluar dewan..muka masing2 kononya senyum tapi fikiran bercelaru..makan pun tak lalu..apa yg blh dibuat..kita doa ja la..bila fail lagila nangis sampai bengkak mata..rupanya Allah nak didik supaya sabar..Allah nak didik sangka baik dengan Allah
Kalau exam clinical..lagilah..tak tau sape pemeriksa..sape pesakit..sakit apa..di beri masa yang singkat untuk diagnose lalu bentangkan terus dekat Dr segala macam yang di jumpa dan cara nak merawat..waktu ni kita tak tau..examiner bagi lulus tak..examiner lagi satu beri markah macam mana pulak..
Tapi segala yang dirasa pahit rupanya nak ajar kemanisan..kami belajar untuk bergantung sungguh2 pada Allah..takde sape boleh tolong kami melainkan Allah..ini lah antara kenikmatan yang kami peroleh..terima kasih Allah

Moment

I had graduated with MD last July and convo  last Nov..

Till today, it feels like a dream..even me myself surprised how could I passed.. Indeed, its Allah's plan..

Too many things happened during my final year.. Some were happy moments and some actually regrettable moments..

After I have done with my study..I used my holiday by becoming a student in one of madrasah in terengganu..I studied there only for 5 months.. I love my younger sisters much even sometimes some of them are a bit annoying huhuh..

Hmm.. and now after few months I have stopped.. I got some bad news where a few of them planned to quit and transfer to another school.. I know my dream to visit them one day.. to see all of them still together under one roof already impossible.. but I still hold my dream to give each of them a gift that is useful to them and all of us having the same things which signifying our friendship..